Shove

Just chillin and dealling with what ever i can don't know which way to run nor direction to fall i run to the left trying to excape then i ran torward the right tring to lose my self then find my self again excaping is what i need to do but how? Everytime i find my self pushing, pulling forward i get shoved back even more then i find my self in a friend of need and shove and shove till i can't shove no more and stop! I'm done