A Special world

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

Moon light falls across the skies

Thoughts of you fill my mind

The night the candle light filled the room.

The song that played.

The smell of you.

The way you touched me an called my name

The hour you left

Life never the same

You woke up to see the break of dawn
And realized something was now gone
From someone better than all the rest
Ripped right out of the middle of your chest

I’m a thief and I play the part
I robbed you blind and stole your heart

I now have you and you can’t leave
It doesn’t beat anymore but you still breath
There is no rhythm not one sound
You feel my love but don’t feel the pound

Our hearts are as one and we shall grow
The touch of my hand makes your blood flow
A simple kiss makes you revive
There is no beat and yet you survive

Sand dirt mud

Laying at the beach peaceful and relaxed
Then you go home and what you see is dirt.
Rain makes it worse dirt turns to mud
Mud turns to slime
Slime is nasty and yucky and that's just how I feel
Can someone tell me why I feel this on the inside I hate this can you help me please
I don't even care if you give me a white jacket so I hug my self cause that is where I feel I belong

Ugh

Emotions and pain I feel are hard to describe.
I just know that it's getting harder to hide. It wont go away and never will.
People don't know how i really feel

matter over mind

Mind strong, clear,
making Strong, clear choices.
keep it up, easy,
for having wisdom,
thats not the issue.
it shall be Will,
that is the issue.
do you think it is easy?
well you think that,
my mind is set and thats what counts.

Trust Honesty and communication

trust honesty and Communicatian I the Three basic things in a marriage that makes it work i can finally say that is what I have with mine now ive stated the new year out right this year no lies no secerts any more i feel this well make the year go smoother anthoer great year please would be great and every year with him is a great year i love him and i know, well i feel he loves me the same way but my next question in life is what excatly is love i guess in time i will learn the meaning of the word becase all it ever was to me was an action that was shown. And for that i am greatful but who knows anywho.