To think of the future without you is unthinkable


Knowing your beside me is undeniable


With you holding my hand I am untouchable


What we have become so far is beyond unforgettable


You and your actions with me are never unreliable


Me chosing to spend the rest of my life with you is unmistakeable


The more expressed that passion is, the more without it life would seem unbearable


What tomorrow brings could be unbelievable


And together what we can do is unexplicable,

 unimaginable,

 and unpredictable

innocent

To wish impossible things

And to make them happen

To dream a dream to no end

To me is what it is meant to be innocent

To be a child again, just seems

Well impossible, an impossible dream

So I won't pretend

So I will move on

And keep my head held high

and keep being the woman I've become

Cause from what I was told I'm not that bad of a woman

In fact my mother would tell you,

I turned out pretty great!

A Special world

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

Moon light falls across the skies

Thoughts of you fill my mind

The night the candle light filled the room.

The song that played.

The smell of you.

The way you touched me an called my name

The hour you left

Life never the same

You woke up to see the break of dawn
And realized something was now gone
From someone better than all the rest
Ripped right out of the middle of your chest

I’m a thief and I play the part
I robbed you blind and stole your heart

I now have you and you can’t leave
It doesn’t beat anymore but you still breath
There is no rhythm not one sound
You feel my love but don’t feel the pound

Our hearts are as one and we shall grow
The touch of my hand makes your blood flow
A simple kiss makes you revive
There is no beat and yet you survive

Sand dirt mud

Laying at the beach peaceful and relaxed
Then you go home and what you see is dirt.
Rain makes it worse dirt turns to mud
Mud turns to slime
Slime is nasty and yucky and that's just how I feel
Can someone tell me why I feel this on the inside I hate this can you help me please
I don't even care if you give me a white jacket so I hug my self cause that is where I feel I belong

Ugh

Emotions and pain I feel are hard to describe.
I just know that it's getting harder to hide. It wont go away and never will.
People don't know how i really feel